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They say the brain is not fully developed until the early to mid twenties.

It’s hard to know exactly when the switch was flipped.

But at some point early on, synapses began to fire in unpredictable directions.


Here are some notes from Jeff’s first twenty five years.

The truth that is stranger than fiction

The old tapes in his head,

the static and the melody.




Mother enrolls toddler in cutting edge child development study at University of Minnesota.

Designed to nurture more imaginative children, Jeffrey is given no discipline whatsoever

for the first five years of life. 


As result of apparent early success of study, pumped toddler

remains highly charged day and night, exploring endless vistas of possibility,

rendering parents exhausted.



Mother receives note from nursery school, voicing concern over Jeffrey’s extreme shyness. 

 suggesting an aggressive program of mandatory participation in all group activities.

The introverted pre-schooler begins talking in full sentences,

emerging from from three year “mental cocoon”

 into social butterfly with uncanny ability to "work the room".



Anesthetized with giant metal gas mask prior to surgery to correct strabismus,

also known as crossed-eyes.

Recovery period featured triple vision for one week.

Age 5




Age 6

On night of sister Nancy’s Bat Mitzvah, Jeffrey passes out from whooping cough.

and is rushed to hospital by parents.

Wakes up in oxygen tent as unrecognizable faces peer through thick plastic, voices muffled.

Prior to emergency tracheotomy, Jeffrey gets giant metal gas mask for third time .

Age 7

Hears "So Happy Together” and “I Think We’re Alone Now” back-to-back on WDGY,

providing soundtrack for first crush on older girl in neighborhood.

Neuron connection between music and romance is complete.

 He begins piano lessons immediately.


Age 8

Attends Zurah Shrine Circus with shriner father, Irving.

Transfixed by Fellini-esque world of 11 foot stick people,

frightening clowns and russian lady-acrobats on flying trapeze,

Jeffrey careens into sensory overload witnessing

human canon ball finale, overstimulated by candy floss.


Sets souvenir balloon free with note attached,

imagining new friend in far off place.

Age 9

Fired from piano lessons by Mrs. Goldstein for feigning sight-reading skills

after playing difficult Chopin piece by ear.

Stuffs piano music back into bench, and focuses on TV Themes like

Here Come the Flintstones and Love American Style.

Age 10


Sucked into mysterious whirlpool while inner tubing down Apple River.

Struggling to resurface, Jeffrey's cranium repeatedly smashes against

someone's massive buttocks stuffed into inner tube above,

rendering him semi-conscious as youngster is

swallowed by swirling vortex.

Miraculously, he wakes up on riverbank with nobody in sight.



Entering the fourth grade,  Jeffrey is forced to learn dreaded flutophone

in Mrs. Vanderpool’s class.

 Age 11


Jeffrey and friend Mark Meyers skip stones on lazy July afternoon, when out of nowhere,

juvenile hoodlums interrupt reverie with

roundhouse kicks and lightning smacks to the rib and jaw.

The boys are forced to shout out bike lock combinations to their prized stingrays

while standing knee deep in Cedar Lake like shivering poodles.

Jeffrey hobbles home, only to learn grandma had just sustained minor injuries 

when run over over by car while carrying groceries from Milt’s Market.


Takes up violin and football in same season.

Upon hearing news, coach calls violin “sissy instrument”.

The humiliated tight end is told to run laps around gopher-hole-laden France Field

 for the duration of practice.

 Victor decends into shame spiral, switching to snare drum.

 Proceeds to crush coveted tom-tom solo in “Cherokee People

at Fern Hill Elementary Spring Concert.


Knocked unconscious by flying toboggan while sledding at Theodore Wirth Park.

Jeffrey suffers moderate concussion and cauliflower ear,

placing him on "inactive list" of beloved basketball team,

the Fern Hill Electric Caskets.

Age 12


Slams first Little League home run at Skippy Field,

Emulating hero, Harmon Killebrew, he blasts towering shot into Highway7,

100 feet beyond left centerfield fence.

Awarded bag of circus peanuts at end of game by Minneapolis candy mogul, 

Abe Weisman.

Age 13


Drafted by St. Louis Park coaching legend Murray Whipple, 

Jeff prepares for an exciting season in Babe Ruth Baseball.

Instead, mother Teresa signs Jeffrey up for dismal summer at Camp Herzl,

ending young third basemen's baseball career.

There, he bonds with cousin Peter Himmelman, fellow musician and artist,

plotting big future on the horizon.


Wins all-school ping pong tournament as eighth grader.

Continues to go unrecognized by fellow students.

Age 14


After standing up for fellow student whom he felt was unnecessarily yelled at,

he is thrown against locker and punched by explosive math teacher

in crowded hallway teeming with attractive co-eds.  


No longer able to make cut in Babe Ruth after Camp Herzl-induced hiatus,

he takes swing at Pony Colt Leauge, but can't hit side of barn.

Hangs up cleats and spends remainder of summer in bedroom listening to

Pink Floyd's "Dark Side Of  The Moon"


Todd Rundgren's "A Wizard-A True Star"


Age 15

 Jeff buys first rock instrument when dad takes him to Trestman Music,

leaving store with a used Vox Jaguar organ and Peavey Musician amp.

                      Peter invites jeff to join jam session in drummer Andy Kamman’s basement

                                                            as unofficial tryout for new band.


        Mean spirited prankster Mike Williams turns Victor's keyboard off

in middle of smoldering "House of the Rising Sun" organ solo.

Victor continues with eyes closed, mesmerized by what he hears in his head, 

unaware that he is making no sound amidst 130 decibel din.

Song falls apart and cymbal stands are knocked over as band collapses in uproarious laughter. 

Jeff perservirers and eventually starts first rock band with Himmelman, called Pyramid.

Following $50 inaugural gig at pool party of frugal lawyer,

group plays at Central Junior High dance,

blowing away all in lunch room,

including chaperone bully math teacher, who looks on wistfully.


AGE 16

Jeff and Peter join R&B band in North Minneapolis. 

Lead singer Alexander O’Neil extinguishes cigarette into pristine middle C key

of Jeff’s new Fender Rhodes electric piano,

during rebuke for lack of funkiness during tense rehearsal.

Gets mono, gets wisdom teeth removed, gets acne and gets dumped by first girlfriend.


AGE 17

Diagnosed with rare neurological condition, Guillain Barres Syndrome.

Experiences liberation and euphoria typically reserved for toddlers,

as he learns to walk and play piano again.

AGE 18

With newfound bravado and increased funkiness,

auditions for Prince in South Minneapolis basement.

Learns on following day that high school friend, Matt Fink, has been selected.


Returns to suburban roots.

 Joins Phoenix, cover band specializing in Styx, Kansas and Ted Nugent.

Tours rural ballrooms throughout Midwest.


Badly butchers lead vocal on Bob Seger's "We've Got Tonight"

in Quaalude-induced haze

during Rush City prom processional.

Superintendent tells band never to return.


AGE 19


Almost Famous- 1979 -?


 Eager to create original music, Jeff forms New Wave band Sussman Lawrence with

highly excitable cousin, Peter Himmelman, and high school friends.

They sell out their first three shows at Duffy's nightclub,

filling the room with  St. Lois Park High Alumni.

Tightly polished, sporting shiny new sound equipment provided by Torp's Music,

a store owned by bassist Al Wolovitch's father,

they instantly earn the scorn of less fortunate bands citywide.


They share bill with encorrigible upstarts The Replacements 

at legendary punk palace, Jay's Longhorn

Following Sussman's blistering opening set in hostile room,

Replacements lead singer Paul Westerberg delivers ego-crushing blow backstage

 by likening their sound to British prog rock band Yes,

the antithesis to what he considered cool.

As Victor processes disparaging critique with chin in hand,

 12 year old bassist Tommy Stinson arrives backstage,

still in Little Leauge uniform.

AGE 20

Sees neurologist after developing vast repertoire of facial and hand tics.

 EEG renders apparent false positive for sociopathic tendencies.

Doctor dismisses findings and refers patient to psychiatrist with specialty in hypnosis.

At third session, Victor confesses to hypnotist that he has been faking trance 

in effort to protect feelings of inept clinician.

AGE 21

Wildly popular in St. Cloud, Minnesota, Sussman Lawrence books three night stand 

at college sports bar, the Red Carpet.

On second night, Himmelman appears on stage totally nude.

Bar owner captures monkey business on video for future litigation

and sends band home without pay.

Road weary outfit performs in rural Wisconsin bowling alley/ stripjoint,

 for sparse audience of one,

an inebriated exotic dancer, there on her night off.

Swirling in drunken dervish as band plays.

she stumbles onstage to attempt lap dance on drummer, Andy Kamman,

who is knocked from drum throne and pinned beneath her, 

leaving kit crushed and mangled on beer-soaked floor.

Later that year, mostly out of boredom and despair,

Himmelman again walks out on stage totally nude.

Band is asked to leave

and they roll on to Chicago.

AGE 22



On strength of self released S&M tinged bubble gum pop single “Torture Me”, 

Sussman Lawrence advances to finals of Miller Beer “Rock to Riches” competition

in New York City, poised to battle New Jersey newcomer John Bongiovi.


Signed to major label recording contract just days before show, 

the New Jersey rocker is disqualified, paving way for Minnesota band to emerge victorious over the three remaining groups competing in the smackdown at Beacon Theater.


Band opens for Elvis Costello on Imperial Bedroom" tour,

culminating in hometown concert featuring Blondie and Duran Duran.


AGE 23

AGE 24

Sussman Lawrence releases double album entitled "Pop City", 

and tours aggressively in support of record,

harvesting critical acclaim and growing fan base. 

late that year

Band drives eight hours through blizzard to Brookings, South Dakota

for one night engagement, discovering nightclub has been shut down for weeks.

On long ride home, still dressed for show that never happened,

Himmelman tosses tailor-made silk suit out car window. 

Down to only underwear and eager for fresh swipe at elusive fame,

the fearless visionary pulls over and steps out of car in sub zero conditions.

Flips coin to determine groups' future:  Heads-New York, Tales-LA

Within one month, band leaves St. Louis Park and heads East on Interstate 94

in Vista Cruiser station wagon.

AGE 25


With frequent engagements at The Ritz, CBGB's and other iconic rock clubs,

the transplanted Minnesotans find themselves surrounded by an array of

Warhol-esque characters from New York City art scene. 

Band attracts attention of celebrated Belgian hairdresser Christophe,

who adores band and decides they need fashion overhaul.

Backstage before important show,

working with trademark kitchen scissors, razor and can of beer,

he graces Jeff's head with most unfortunate reverse mohawk,

applying final brush stroke of crimson lipstick to two inch wide track down center of scull.

On anxiety filled train ride to visit girlfriend in D.C.,

Jeff applies double-sided Scotch Tape to cranium in vain attempt to 

camouflage cosmetology mishap. 

Later on:

Sings homage to childhood hero at Harmon Killebrew Memorial ,

as Hank Aaron looks on with tear in eye.


Prepares Dustin Hoffman for singing part in Ishtar by sharing bottle of Wild Turkey.

Ishtar goes on to top list for box office bombs.

There you have it. 

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